It was 10 minutes to 3 in the morning and I couldn’t sleep. So, I plugged in my earpiece and played some folk music on my playlist. And not forgetting to light up a cigarette, of course. There I stood, staring out of my window, looking at the quiet estate, where the lights from the blocks spilled out into the dark. I looked up to the sky and tried searching for the stars but unfortunately, there weren’t any. Instead, there were blinking lights moving across the sky slowly. It was a plane.
Watching the motion of it, I took a puff of my cigarette, and started thinking about life. To my conclusion, life is indeed beautiful. Even if it gets clouded up by many awful things sometimes, we just need to close our eyes and think of the things we have and the gifts that God has given us. Then, yes, we could start to see the beauty of life. We should start taking a step back and enjoy the nature of the world.
Poof! I got out from my thoughts as I blew the smoke out of my window. Then, I watched how the elegant plane made its turn and how it slowly disappeared into the night sky. I stopped the music just so I could embrace the moment by enjoying the silence around me.
Rosamund, @ 3.07 a.m.
- Read The Tao of Pooh and have a cup of tea.
- Write some notes.
- Pack up my room, maybe.
- Ask someone out.
- Renew my card.
ps. 道, Tao, ☯.
HAPPY FTW GIRLS! LOVE Y’ALL SO FUCKING MUCH! STAY HAPPY NO MATTER WHAT! :)
First of all, Happy Saturday everyone! The sky’s beautiful today. Appreciate it :D
Next, I think my heart is finally back. It has changed, it may still fear, but it’s still beating, and it’s feeling more than alive. I’m finally moving on, with a smile. I’m finally letting go. Oh yes, HAPPY FTW :D
ps. Tao of pooh sorta changed my life. It taught me many things and I’m slowly changing. If I didn’t change at all, I’d probably be drowning now.
Honestly, I’ve been so fucking great. I was half way on letting go. Man, I really was. I almost did it this time round. But why did you fucking call me? Why, oh why, oh why? And why is it that the moment I looked at my caller ID, my heart almost fell out? Damn it! I cannot let my heart do what it wants to do this time round. No fucking way.
Okay, wait. It feels so surreal. Tell me it’s not a dream. Hey, like you finally called? So what now? Nick Jonas can finally sing?
- Help God love others.
- Show my love to my parents, friends and strangers more obviously.
- Redesign my room to a hippie theme.
Get a new tattoo.
- Not to wear any shoes when I go out.
- Challenge Mario Kart with Affan, and win him.
Organise a sleepover. Practise my bar chords. Get over this friendship.